A quest with the future
When you think about the future, you cant think about it the same way anymore, because the moment you do, you get teleported to the future.
This is the balance of life. When you feel scared about something, you need to first defend yourself and then decide how not to be scared. You cant not defend yourself and make yourself scare-proof simultaneously. This is the dilemma which is quite unnerving tbh.
Another one, when you think about a successful technology, and youve given yourself the medal already for that successful technology, then you cant work on it anymore, cuz wheres the damn medal? But if you dont give yourself that medal, then you cant really look deep into the future either, we are after all humans motivated by rewards.
Its a complex balance, when you think youre the king , you only think youre the king, when you think youre the dump you only think youre the dump. You go down, momentum takes over, you go up, momentum takes over.
I dont care about using the english language correctly , and I dont care explaining what I just wrote, I dont care calling it “art” , All you should care about is, is there something to gain from all I wrote.
Hope you have a good day,!